My feelings

My house is being taken over

By birds

Invaded

They lash their wings over me

As it try to hide myself

My life is drifting

And the inevitable time

Is taking over

Is taking me over

And I am drifting

Time is drifting away

And me...

I fight

I resist

I loose Myself

For lack of wanting to find me

I hide away

And nature

Shows whose boss

I accept it As I run wildly

Too fast, too slow

I need to drift

I can’t allow myself to drift

I fight

And try to rest

But there is no peace in my home

In my heart

I resist

But life has taken me over

Oh! so many times

And I let myself

Fade away

I let all people

Fade away

There is no peace in my country

No peace in my heart

My Eternal war

Is thrived

Underneath this perpetual

Sun

Exasperatingly

Overwhelmingly

Misunderstood

In this endless summer

27.09.2014